The Notebook August 30, 2008
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i still remember you told mee
you want to give a notebook to mee
and you choosed
you searched the whole library
and you kept it
said one day you’d give it to mee
i let it be
but the day
never made it into my story
i wonder
where is the notebook now, it’s a mystery
i moved on
but it occured to mee one sunny
thinking back my once fairy tale story
what you had prepared in the notebook for mee
i wonder
O i wonder
i want to know the whole story
and write it down properly
i want to draw the whole story
and paint it nicely
why you left mee
back in time
why you left mee
with intact memory
of old times
of old times
now i sit here holding my pen
thinking of when i last holding your hand
now i’m staring into the blank
faces of you flashed and went
why you left mee
in such hurry
why you left mee
with a hole in my history
of old times
that does not rhyme
SOUNDS August 30, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, poem, poetry, song.Tags: cry, lie, life, music, song, sound
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i’m grey
i’m grey
in between
in a maze
in this craze
i’m grey
hey hey hey
like this song
sing along
dong dong dong
sing along
please be strong
please be strong
all the walls
you can’t crawl
in this brawl
there are claws
it is raw
arr arr arr
listen to this life
listen to this life
people they all lie
people they all cry
listen to this life
are you alive
August Melody III August 28, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry, rhapsody, song.Tags: august, forest, life, love, melody, poem, poetry, rhapsody, room, sea
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sing the song of the upstream
with the melody that carries
along with the wind
along with the wind
drops of rain ease my pain
chilling the day in brought in vain
hushing of wind blush my skin
chasing the air full of despair
daffodils singing blue jays flying
big oaks lining meadow hugging
it’s the sound of August
waking up the life of forest
my heart, deep in my heart
every chamber slammed by the echo
and the heart increased in crescendo
my heart, deep in my heart
i run to the sea
i run and free
and it is all coming back to mee
and it is all coming back to mee
the rain, oh the rain
dropping on my deepest terrain
flooding my yellow room
of once hollow and doomed
i run to the sea
i run to Thee
rhapsody bringing me
up and free
free of the strangling memory
to be and want to be
August Memory August 27, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry, song.Tags: august, heart, life, love, melody, poem, poetry, shadow
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unknowingly i opened the untouched dusty history
there i found some of my lost memories
that depicted you and mee
of once a story that lasted only half-way of the journey
original sin
from a soul kindled by false hint
to compose tears pooling pieces
to make an ending for waiting wishes
don’t cry you don’t cry
keep your eyes dry
for it will only be cherished
like a flower bud that failed to florish
crafted in mind that we will never last the night
knowing in time that you will gone by flight
i poured hot iron to steel my heart
hoping my it will not bleed when you depart
iron heart melted apart
my life had since been a dart
i had a steel of heart
but now crying had become hard
looking at your shadow reminded me of my hollow
suffocating pillow shrine of my gallows
returning the happiness that i had borrowed
asking for any direction to follow
(bridge for August Melody III)
THREE DAYS THREE NIGHTS, THREE TIMES KISS GOODNIGHT(updated) August 27, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry, song.Tags: cry, goodbye, kiss, life, love, marriage, night, poem, poetry
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sleeping on my bed
thinking of my days ahead
you are the one in my mind
without you i would cry
three days three nights
three times kiss goodnight
i want you here, i want you near
where are you tonight
Oo i need you
your voice is in my mind
playing all the time
it’s not easy, it’s not easy
trying to lip sync with your voice
you appear in the middle of the night
telling me you are cold and fright
it’s OK, it’s OK
my warmth for you was just right
so many days
and many nights
three days three nights
three times kiss goodbye
it is as if it was last night
as if we never say goodbye
as if you will be the right in sight
will you be here to save my from my plight
HOW DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU August 25, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, song.Tags: fool, heart, life, love, opera, poem, poetry, song
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how did i fall in love with you
it was something i don’t really know
it might be the way you talk
it could be the way you walk
anyhow, anyway
i’d fallen for you
how did i fall in love with you
it might be something really true
i knew, i knew
i could hurt myself
by giving my heart to you
without mee knowing it’s real
but
anyway, anyhow
my heart was for you as your house
how i did i fall in love with you
i was really just a fool
i’d never been in love
you told me i haven’t done enough
i knew, i knew
for you, it’s not something new
yet
anyway, anyhow
my love was always behind the rainy cloud
how did i fall in love with you
how did i fall in love with you
i knew i could never love you the way you want me to
what did i say, what did you knew
why did i fall in love with you before i knew
before i really knew you
now, how to forget you
and start anew
I DON’T UNDERSTAND YOU August 24, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, song.Tags: life, love, poem, poetry, reminiscent, song, understand
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i don’t understand you
i don’t understand
i don’t pretend to be
i don’t ever pretend
it is better to call mee so
when i’m chilly in the snow
one beer or two can’t shield me from the cold
i know i know
with the situation now
i keep thinking of you somehow
because if i understand you
this is not where i would be now
the air is cold and dry
i bottled up a gin and feeling high
emotions hopping and fly
i did not try to cry
you said we are world apart
i’d say i’d lost my heart
you would say i’m a freak
i’d say i’m too weak
sometimes i look at myself
i needed some help
i’d lost the grip of your hand
i can’t find it back again
~in the darkness
~~i’m blind
i’m blind
you said we are world apart
i’d say i’d lost my heart
you would say i’m a freak
i’d say i’m too weak
now i’m looking for you
hoping you could see mee among the new
for you
for you to give my heart back to mee
back to mee
you said we are world apart
i’d say i’d lost my heart
you would say i’m a freak
i’d say i’m too weak
i’m not sick
i’m just too weak
LONELY CORNER August 24, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, poem, poetry.Tags: life, lonely, love, past, poem, poetry
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loneliness forcing me to the corner
to look back into the darkness
to look at my vanishing shadows
to listen to the horrible silence
you know that
i’m feeling sad
you know that
i’m watching you
so don’t you pretend
don’t you go and break my heart
i cry
my tear
i bleed
my blood
turned into words i sing
turned into tunes i play
i’m blind
right now
i’m dying somehow
let me go near you
to breathe in the air you breathe out
to let you inside
let me be by your side
fiction vs reality August 24, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, poem, poetry.Tags: dream, gratitude, imagination, life, love, poem, poetry
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i can feel your hand on my palm
running along with the creases
O i feel so warm and calm
and my anxiety ceases
when touches awaken my senses
you are not here with me
what else i could see
is your shadow fading as the sun rise
i wrote my life with adjectives
gave it some actions and perspectives
jod of a day dreamer
yearning for his day to bit a little bit charmer
~laugh~
thanks my imagination
MY TiME August 20, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, poem, poetry.Tags: life, poem, poetry, thoughs
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many moons, thousand sand years
memory vividly clear
things possesed is hard to let go
memory constantly grows
and rooted in the past as time flows
through mountain of thorns i learnt
with so much songs and poems
with sad ending and sadly still, still sad endings
again and again
i rose
of why i held things in stasis
because i was afraid of changes
afraid progression
still waiting for chances
any slightest hope
to build my illusion
because i was busy finding similarity once again
desparate to find any memory left unclaimed
and still in hope to search more memory with you to gain
because i was busy looking at your fading shadow
and hope it could turn into a real figure
with you in front of me
and most importantly
with my alzheimic memory
i was afraid that i will forget you
of once you painted my mind
that now my mind will be black and white again
i was so afraid
until i was afraid to shed any tear
which will mean the end was near
that this is the end
and time told me
by looking at thee
i understand
i’m free
AUGUST MELODY II August 19, 2008
Posted by meehoon in Uncategorized.Tags: august, life, melody, poem, poetry, rhapsody, song, thoughts
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the wind blows
so slow
the stars shine
and i glow
i run
i run to the meadow
i fly
i fly to the sky
i fall
i fall onto the ground
i cry
i cry out for life
free, free, free
the wind carries me to thee
looking down and i see
you are singing the august melody
out there
sun shines
millions of birds
ocean up they fly
blue sky dotted white
i sing aloud
the august melody
MELODY August 16, 2008
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my tears finally drop
and i couldn’t make it stop this time
and i couldn’t make it stop
and i don’t want to make it stop
it is hard to say goodbye
after so many tries
i still tell the same lie
that i’ve let the past flies
you’re the melody in my mind
the rhythm i hyme
the notes for my symphony
all sort of fantasy
now i write only sad note
love poison has no antidote
way to get out sealed by a code
and you’ve sank my boat
you’re the melody in my mind
the rhythm i hyme
the notes for my symphony
my every fantasy
was once people’s envy
now is my enemy
i hate my memory
for bringing you back to me
it is driving me crazy
it is driving me crazy
you’re the melody in my mind
the rhythm i hyme
the notes for my symphony
colourful rhapsody
happy August 12, 2008
Posted by meehoon in Uncategorized.Tags: easy, life, love, poem, poetry
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wake up in the morning
shaving up the memory
wondering how spring has come to live
has proven loneliness is not hard
not a misery that i couldn’t live through
let the song of the forest comes to play
love ended like that
i really don’t care much
yeah yeah~
love ended like this
i couldn’t care that long
yeah yeah~
oo let it end
oo let it end
for a happy happy ending
i look into the mirror
he smiles back
where is all my sorrow
i better care less
new sneakers collected dust
wear them and jogs into the dusk
oo sun shines on me
birds flying in the sky
freedom is my new word
yeah~
yeah~
untitled August 11, 2008
Posted by meehoon in Uncategorized.Tags: heart, life, love, poem, poetry
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you put my heart back in despair
where I struggle to gasp for air
all my muscle tensed
and I let my feeling out of the fence
I lost my defence
cunning old friend
giving me back my misery
put me out of company
victim of the memory
of once were you and me
and now is only me and me
Crushing pain
blood stop flowing from my vein
radiating to the tip of my left hand
where I once touched your hand
and now I feel the aircold and chilly air
vividly from my aching memory
on my virgin journey
I found a fallen fairy
with the right chamber of heart broken
I gave her mine
in hope that she would be fine
but now I’m alone bleeding
from what’s left of my heart
is tearing me apart
is tearing me apart
Song Book: Grey Vibration August 4, 2008
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i find it hard to let go
only if you know
i don’t want my feeling show
never i that i knew
you have found someone new
among those few
not so long ago
you let your feeling flow
and i got ever so low
by telling me fire no longer being kindled
and you told me all those riddle
i kept guessing and feeling got brittle
i silently burnt the memory into ashes
but they still coming back in flashes
my heart beated in high basses
until today
your eyes August 3, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry, song.Tags: drama, eyes, goodbye, life, love, memory, poem, poetry, song, teach, try
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teach mee how to look into your eyes
without using any disguise
tell mee how not to love you
without erasing the truth
when you told mee
it was time to say goodbye
i didn’t know that you said it without a try
tell mee how to look into your eyes
now that you’re gone
gone in sight
you’re a mystery
with illustrated history
oh no…you brought me back my memory
and threw mee back into misery
tell mee how to look into your eyes
last thing i know was you saying goodbye
haunting time
miserable lines
how could i wrote you this song
while hating you to sing along
just for a while
just for a while
to wait me full again
oh yeah yeah yeah
tell mee how to look into your eyes
last thing i saw was you waving goodbye
haunting time
haunting time
time…
your eyes told mee
that you didn’t want mee
how could you do that
without feeling sorry
tell mee how not to look into your eyes
and not to be sad
for the night
and not to be sad for my life
AUGUST MELODY I August 1, 2008
Posted by meehoon in Uncategorized.Tags: break up, life, love, night, poem, poetry, trilogy, truth
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there’s always a melody playing in my mind
whenever i’m out of time
after taking vodka with lime
and i always start to hyme
and every word comes out and rhymes
then there usually accompanied with period of blue
of which why i don’t have a clue
maybe perhaps of that some who
one thing i wish i would never do
melody toning down in crescendo
everything turns into new slow
and reserving energy ready to blow
i always consider myself to be strong
but never could i be more wrong
time to face the mirror took so long
and to drag my pity body along
it always start with near perfect lines
but ending couldn’t be as fine
could be the song got so low
and it never find its way back into flow
and that’s my feeling now
periods of fluctuation
O that word of punctuation
never fail to get me into desperation
to get over the interpretation
string gets longer and farther
communication couldn’t get better
how to speak a language you couldn’t comprehend
pretentious could not lead you till the end
and to finally put down
this terrible lost and found
after all these moons
i am still acting like a loon
finding reflection in a spoon
after that afternoon in june
COLDEST HAND EVER August 1, 2008
Posted by meehoon in Uncategorized.Tags: break up, hand, life, love, magician, poem, poetry, rhymes
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your sight in blue…
guessing without a clue…
here i am waiting for you…
where are you my darling bird?
i am waiting for return
looking into the horizon
sound of waves i listen
moonlight shining down from in the sky
you smile just made the full moon shines
are you among the carpet of stars
loneliness under the wonderous night
10 moons and a half ago
feelings are absent now
here i am
back to my old self
after you turned back on the the time shell
bubble of good times are fragile rhymes
foolishness doesn’t cost a dime
how did i fall in love with you
and how you made my heart broken so true
i was a heartless man
but how can you make a heartless man end up with a broken heart
you are a magician
you gave mee some time of my life
it seems now like a illusion
my dellusion
you stole my heart away
and brought me back to ground
to turn me into heartless hound
trotting in dangerous ground
as i let go of your hand
your hand
the coldest hand ever…
