21.9 September 21, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry, song.Tags: birthday, drawer, hurt, life, love, poem, poetry, thoughts
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one year apart
half year of especially hard
two worlds apart
who is emotionally retard
you handed me the card
second handedly
staring at the card
listening to your voice
sweetness beneath
holding the card
second drawerly
looking at the card
fading words
sadness lingering
who say love is wonderful, beautiful and magical
i believed so
i wanted to know
i stepped into it and out
now i’ve grown
who say love is wonderful, beautiful and magical
you let me know
you let me in and drown
you made me a clown
how can i rebound?
365days
i wrote 100pages
21.9 hours
i keep them all in my second drawer
Wolf Cries September 14, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry, song.Tags: cry, love, moon, poem, poetry, rain, sky, thoughts, wolf
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here i am
back again
with a bottle of wine
and an empty can
of Heineken
walking in silent
i am a villian
i am violent
in the empty street
smell of bloody meat
of the weak and sick
it is raining
it is pouring
on me
is my sin thou art draining
is their blood thou art washing
it is not my intention to cry
in the middle of the night
looking up in the sky
where are you
where are you
i need your light
to shine through my transparent side
why are you running from my sight
away from me
why are you leaving me behind
far away
far away
full moon
full moon
do you hear the wolf cries
do you see me running and hide
running and hide
SongBook: Tranquil Village September 13, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry, song.Tags: altar, ballad, book, frame, france, life, love, poem, poetry, singer, sonata, song, thoughts
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i flipped my Song Book
first page of Love song that i wanted to have a look
long time ago, a decision that you took
a song that i’ll sing to make you hooked
this song was meant for a sonata
for a girl walking down the altar
with circle of wishing wonder
you are the writer and I’m the singer
words you kept to yourself
I can never tell
and never will you spell
waiting had brought me to hell
wishing for a ballad
but you always make me wait
and this time you were late
a mistake that you made
I’d opened the door
but what are you waiting for
my heart dropped on the floor
I just can’t wait anymore
looking at the picture frame
you came up with excuses that were lame
how could we again walk the memory lane
I’m going away with a plane
I’m going to France
I’d given you so many chance
hoping you will ask me to dance
you didn’t grab the chance
flame to dust, i could no longer wait and pretend
all good things had came to an end
time that we cannot bend
in this aging land
I’m singing my latest single
voice soared like an eagle
with everything that I could mingle
of this my love jungle
I am singing my love song
with a story this long
I am strong
I can carry the melody along
the poet September 10, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, poem, poetry.Tags: farewell, poem, poet, poetry
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i try to write before the ink run dry
i wrote too many
and sometimes words came out too strong
and sometimes wrong
emotions
i lost my words
i lost most of them
of all
i could only pen down sad
and broken
i needed time
i needed time
to run away
before coming back
and face it
goodbye…
Careless Lover September 10, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry.Tags: careless, friend, journey, life, love, poem, poetry, thoughts
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I remember that I told you that day
not going to fall in love, at least not today
to wait till I get my goal
when I become whole
feelings that I can no longer contain
emotions were driving me insane
how am I suppose to act the same
when in my heart, there’s a hurricane
I cannot pretend that I’m still the man
living in my imaginary land
stealing glimpse of you to nourish my dream
all will be fine, it seems
when the pressure of feelings getting higher
my heart didn’t bow but beat harder
time passed and the heart grew stronger
but I can’t stand much longer
I failed and surrender
and I let myself carelessly fall in love with you
I ate my words when you questioned me
saying I don’t want to miss a thing and let it lost in the history
I don’t want my imagination to fill my memory
I want you to be part of my story
together we can begin an amazing journey
I hear your voice and I start to tremble
brings back the charm that I resemble
I cannot pretend that we can still be friend
I don’t want this to come to an end
because I’ve let myself carelessly fall in love with you
the only thing that I want to do
is simply loving you
and I want to fall in love with you
Journey September 10, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry.Tags: cry, fantasy, goodbye, journey, light, love, melody, night, poem, poetry, sea
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Cool breeze blowing pass mee
I look in front to the great blue sea
up in the sky seagull high flying free
the sea could not show the reflection of mee
higher above I ask thee
shall I be your company
seeking guidance for remaining journey
oh my oh my, I don’t want to see
what’s left of me
3 grams of guts worth not a penny
you are not showing your maturity
to write a story
try not to say I’m sorry
wrap up, end it, sell it for money
wake up in the middle of the night
don’t say goodbye
don’t say goodbye
you bought yourself a memory
put it in a melody
this is my virgin journey
I will remember it until eternity
I sailed out empty
come back with density
there will be a chance, a possibility
when I tell you the beginning of my story
of starting of my beautiful fantasy
wake up in the middle of the night
it’s hard to cry
it’s hard to cry
I sing the melody
and it brings back the memory
I smile
Too Good to be True September 10, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry.Tags: booze, drunk, love, poem, poetry, snow, thought, true, winter
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i hate myself for writing it down
because my words are making mee drown
i just couldn’t risk right now
it is right now that makes my life going somehow
i love you
i can just see you but I can’t touch you
I can’t touch you and I can’t hold you
I can’t hold you and I can’t kiss you
and baby how am i suppose to do?
baby i knew
it was too good to be true
that i’m with you
thought it would not be something new
but baby i knew
it is not the snow
that makes the winter cold
but it is your love unreturn
and my heart fails to take a U-turn
i booze and drunk
i hit and run
i drenched myself with sweat
i played and i laughed
i lied and i bluff
when i laugh
i laugh at myself
of what a fool i am
baby is you
don’t matter how cruel
I’ll be here for you
and that will be true
baby you see
I have a ring, to wait chance to be on my knee
and baby baby baby
give me a chance
give me a chance
looking at you
slipping through me
can’t treat you too good
afraid of being misunderstood
fear of breaking a happy sight
i’m content of what i have in sight
i smile…
i hope I’m blind
never see your face
so that your face will not be in my dream
I hope I’m deaf
never listen to your voice
so that I’ll not be listening in the dark
baby baby baby…
right now
you’re close
but still…
so…
Fool’s work September 10, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry.Tags: angel, first, heart, love, magic, narcissist, past, poem, poetry, shadow, translation
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Fate conjures this message,
Red Roses along the passage,
Insipid no more…
Emancipating my heart,
Now or never.
Dandelions fly giving hopes of forever,
Shines on the budding of brave new heart!
*
timeless lines…
a taciturn angel
a Narcissist writer
so lovely in translation
on this windy transmission
one quite little symphony
cheering colourful melody
hoping in silence
in beneath every sentence
a mortal blood of eternity
weaving a life tranquillity…
*
tender touch
amplifying a care never too much
nullifying my softened heart
so much I know is true
oath of rue
on this timeless space
with the cross of fate
humour of time
i immortalize the rhymes
arcade of feelings
wanting every mending
*
tainted love begging
a soul anticipating
never too much
so vivid the magic
owing just some sense of logic
only beginning to seal
charm that I want to be real
heart with momento
it beats with crescendo
arises from the sorrow
without the attachment of any shadow!
-meehoon- <a farewell to the past >
P.S. Love at First Sight September 9, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry.Tags: first, first sight, harp, life, love, memory, moonlight, poem, poetry
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As the river flows to the sea
I stumble upon thee
As I stand stranded in the memory
I envisioned and dropped to my knee
Well wishes with grace
I slipped past thee without a trace
Welcome message written in pace
I am trotting in your maze
Nostalgic smile disguises crimson heart
Taciturn angel illuminating the Night
Memory snapped locked in heart
Narcissist dreamer earned a sleepless night
Joker’s question barred behind
Held behind by dignity aligned
Leaving sigh in mind
So hard was that line
Time passed and eased the rush
Blind lines sent to heart’s crush
Waiting in silence and Moon crept pass
Bridging souls, my face blushed
As I lay playing my harp
Moonlight streaming into my heart
As I stay clinging to my past
I write it down and make my First last
Careless Whisperer September 9, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry.Tags: careless, love, mozart, poem, poetry, thoughts, whisper
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i am a careless whisperer
grumble false thoughts into your ear
cry to the smooth and steady
and my heart is blank and roomy
i’m i’m a sinful man of innocence
killing feelings of decent
limbic is naughty and nasty
throwing temper to any man i see
i’m the smartest idiot
along curing math of riot
my brain is hetft and heavy
playing Mozart that is smooth and steady
so careless and lazy
lazy to forget
lazy to get away
careless to mend my feeling
and fly away
chocolate girl and swan lake September 5, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry.Tags: chocolate, girl, lake, life, love, poem, poetry, sky, swan, Tchaikovsky, thoughts
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i see you flying in the sky
the sky
the sky
the sky
above up so high
wondering what are you up to
do you see me waving goodbye
i’m sitting thinking wondering about you
you are mesmerizing special and true
just when i see you
sky of grey turns into blue
just when i see you
my dreams come true
just a look into your eyes
tell me story you have inside
just a plain smile of yours
tell me sweet dreams are in store
i look at you
skin as flawless as snow
walking with dancing flow
talking with a smile that glow
i don’t want to go
chocolate girl
you made my world swirl
and my feelings twirl
girl girl girl
Tchaikovsky swan lake playing in head
and forever i’ll have this thread
of you in my head
in my head
schizophrenic mind September 4, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love.Tags: break down, break up, conversation, foe, friend, life, love, schizophrenic, tear, thoughts, tomb
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i’m feeling bored|
i’m feeling depressed
i may be not going tomorrow…
i don’t know whether i want to go…
?|
my emotion is fighting with my logical thinking
my mood is volatile…
often too futile…
my logical thinking often too strong
and wants me to do nothing it deems wrong
but my emotion sometimes denies to be overided
what’s going on?|
they are fighting inside my head…
what’s going on?|
my emotion hope what i’ll say is true
but my logical mind will lie to you…
is she again? ok… |
why am i a left brainer? can’t i just be a little bit casual with my feelings?
i am proud of that
go to sleep then you will forget
don’t care about what the heck
you just go and lie flat
and let the dream take care of the rest|
aren’t it better it i’m just that emotional kind of people
don’t need other reason
none to care
what’s it is there
out to fair
you are too logic|
i lost it and became too much a mechanic
admixed with emotion|
feeling lost in the ocean
why suddenly you are having this kind of feeling?|
my brain is a mess…i don’t understand…sometimes too overwhelming
………
don’t think too much
you’d lose you touch
………
too sophisticated|
let it over
it has been over half a year
you need to find something else to cheer
and not keep on losing your tear|
i don’t know..
the thought is my friend and my foe
maybe some day it’d go
just hope it’d not be the day i blow
i burried it but it still has a tomb
i burried it but it still has a tomb
i burried it but it still…
i burried it…
it still has…
a tomb
i’m losing it September 3, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry.Tags: bluff, break up, breakdown, life, love, poem, poetry, random, rhyme
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suddenly my head become heavy when talking to you
i find it hard to accept that it is true
i start to imagine your eyes
your words of last line during last time
of why you wanted mee before you left mee
of why you said you’d miss mee and you don’t
of why you wanted my hug when you’re cold
of why i still love you when you don’t
i still don’t know why
i couldn’t have anything in my mind
without having you inside
i couldn’t sleep tight
without imagining you by my side
i hate myself
for stealing your image for the night
when now that i have none of the right
i write and i erase
i cut and i paste
word without a taste
meaning couldn’t put in phrase
afraid that you might know
that i still love you though lying low
dilemmic words lost their rhyme
torned between my feeling and my mind
i’m standing between the line
slowly losing my mind
some nights i cry
that you are no where in sight
every night i lie
that i’ve started a new life
