white string’s

suddenly my head become heavy when talking to you
i find it hard to accept that it is true
i start to imagine your eyes
your words of last line during last time

of why you wanted mee before you left mee
of why you said you’d miss mee and you don’t
of why you wanted my hug when you’re cold
of why i still love you when you don’t

i still don’t know why
i couldn’t have anything in my mind
without having you inside
i couldn’t sleep tight
without imagining you by my side
i hate myself
for stealing your image for the night
when now that i have none of the right

i write and i erase
i cut and i paste
word without a taste
meaning couldn’t put in phrase
afraid that you might know
that i still love you though lying low

dilemmic words lost their rhyme
torned between my feeling and my mind
i’m standing between the line
slowly losing my mind

some nights i cry
that you are no where in sight
every night i lie
that i’ve started a new life