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schizophrenic mind September 4, 2008

Posted by meehoon in life, love.
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i’m feeling bored|

i’m feeling depressed
i may be not going tomorrow…
i don’t know whether i want to go…

?|

my emotion is fighting with my logical thinking

my mood is volatile…
often too futile…

my logical thinking often too strong
and wants me to do nothing it deems wrong
but my emotion sometimes denies to be overided

what’s going on?|
they are fighting inside my head…

what’s going on?|
my emotion hope what i’ll say is true
but my logical mind will lie to you…

is she again? ok… |

why am i a left brainer? can’t i just be a little bit casual with my feelings?

i am proud of that
go to sleep then you will forget
don’t care about what the heck
you just go and lie flat
and let the dream take care of the rest|

aren’t it better it i’m just that emotional kind of people
don’t need other reason
none to care
what’s it is there
out to fair

you are too logic|
i lost it and became too much a mechanic

admixed with emotion|
feeling lost in the ocean

why suddenly you are having this kind of feeling?|
my brain is a mess…i don’t understand…sometimes too overwhelming

………
don’t think too much

you’d lose you touch
………
too sophisticated|

let it over
it has been over half a year
you need to find something else to cheer
and not keep on losing your tear|

i don’t know..
the thought is my friend and my foe
maybe some day it’d go
just hope it’d not be the day i blow

i burried it but it still has a tomb
i burried it but it still has a tomb
i burried it but it still…
i burried it…
it still has…
a tomb

Comments»

1. neilina - September 6, 2008

I can feel many emotions in these words. Nice write Meehon!

meehoon-this was actually modified from a conversation i had with my friend. glad that you find it interesting!