making peace November 27, 2008
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i can’t write anymore
i smile
and i laugh
i have made peace with the memory
into this i see
from the making of thee
to mee
i flee
to a palace
and found my solace
footprints November 21, 2008
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the road i once took
with two sets of footprints
the air i breathed
went still
the way i wanted it to be
going back properly
there are footprints surrounding
the path once taken
amused and confused
tracing them back
they were mine
unknowingly i wandered back
to look
to see
of why the ending could not be
according to the script i wrote
which junction
we started to take different directions
what is this called?
lingering at the same old place
again and again
your footprints are fading with times
with mine
times
and the change of wind
footprints on sand
i couldn’t find when we got seperated
and why i’m still lost
at that place
a sense of
wanting it to be different
i can smile now
after this long
the 7th draft November 18, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry, song.Tags: culprit, draft, ego, emotions, fear, life, merit, poem, poetry, tear, thoughts
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i saw the seventh draft
never knew i could write so much
is it just the fate
or the chances i didn’t take
by gone by gone
shadow of tears
footsteps of fear
are gone by now
when i flipped on this page
on some pieces i wrote in haste
all the emotions
all the emotions
i lost my word
by gone by gone
shadow of tears
footsteps of fear
are all gone by now
this is the place
where my tears fell and dried
beneath all the lines
layer feelings wanting to be defined
pure and sensitive
ego beneath
i know and i knew all the while
hard was it to accept the truth
the truth that i knew so long
ego
the culprit
ego
the spirit
worth merit
forget those seven drafts
remember in heart
shall we depart
apart
then
for those not mentioned
are history
another story
will begin
after this
the end
free November 16, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry, rhapsody.Tags: free, life, love, poem, poetry, thoughts
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today
finally
who knows?
who cares?
it is not important anymore…
and it is no longer the core
that i want to hold on
it has to go
i’m free
when there is this space once more
inside me
Tired November 13, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry.Tags: agony, good luck, life, love, melody, poem, poetry, thoughts, tired
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right now is the time
to hold the pen and stop pretend
right now is the time
to make amend and raise the hand
by the sea
trying to write in agony
interpreting everything into broken melody
and write aching words
while it is myself i’m trying to hurt
of why i did not cry
when you went out from my eyes
while i fake a goodbye
and curved a good luck smile
i know i know
i wanted to be this low
and have to time to pass this slow
while i have my feeling sewed
all the while i try to lie to the world
when i were the only one being fooled
by myself
Night November 12, 2008
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in the night
i close my eyes
there’s this light
that brought me to see your sight
in delight
and i sigh
there’s this feeling
that tell me there’s nothing else to fight
in the night
your sight
in the night
your sight
in the night
your sight
leave me alone at night
leave me alone in plight
what is in my mind November 11, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry, song.Tags: free, life, light, love, memory, past love, trapped, whisper
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silent line
reading in mind
gone by wind
whisper in mind
i’ll be fine
i’ll be kind
to myself in mind
gone are the wind
gone are the memory
gone are the feeling
of having you in mind
funny how simple all this can be carried out
how simple word could be
yet say is easy
tormented mind
altered kind
fighting inside all through my spine
one of a kind
all inside
through the time
saying it is easy
of what it may be is teasy
do i want to be
always with hesitancy
can i be light as thee
can i change the memory
of you and mee
just to lie to mee
saying is easy
don’t let mee see thee
don’t let mee be in your memory
let mee be free
Mistake.Love (updated) November 10, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry, song.Tags: despair, life, love, love song, mistake, poem, poetry, thoughts
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keys of black and white
steps of right and wrong
somethings i couldn’t hide
singing it into a song
i press one key it makes a note
i took it all without antidote
it made sense then i was high
and i pretend that i can fly
could you listen to my story
when the autumn was so windy
a piano of white in front of me
what tune would it best represent me
this is where i am in this state
this is where you say that i made mistake
looking back in time
thinking back the lines
lyrics they became
a song to sing back through the broken lane
now this is my state of mind
i can’t bare to write another line
all the way this is the what i came to find
all i was doing was searching in the blind
i couldn’t write another love song
i couldn’t write another love song
in my heart there’s a hole
filled by air
of despair
i could not write another love song
i could not write another love song
how could it be the same again
i could not write another love song
i could not write another love song
i don’t want to have the pain again
back in time
maybe i could
prevent the chain of mistakes
Secret November 9, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry, song.Tags: life, philosophy, poem, poetry, rants, secret, thoughts
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should i be so smart in this
telling you nothing about it
just to play with your mind
just to say i am fine
telling you that i am here
singing this for the world to hear
i am not the man you think i am
i am not the one you think you want
stay with me
sing with me
lingering about the secret
preying on my secret
that you are about to hear
so listen
listen to my voice
pay attention
not to the noise
could you decipher
what i had offered
Gaze of the Moon on the Seed of Life November 6, 2008
Posted by meehoon in Uncategorized.Tags: life, love, new, past, past love, philosophy, poem, poetry, reasons, seed, thoughts
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i could see you and me
i know that this could not be
our destiny
you are just fine without my lines
you know that you want to leave this all behind
for me
but i could not foresee
i don’t have the ability
to make you my company
till eternity
i see your face under the moonlight gaze
i see you eyes i could not stop myself to cry
you are just my noontime fantasy
and woke me up in time
to realize that sweats and tears
are the only things that is left
holding on the step
i got myself attacked
i gave myself a slap
i pushed myself and back
i gave you all the reasons
i let you have all the reasons
to let me drown and die
i see your face under the moonlight gaze
i see your eyes and i tell my eyes not to cry
rolling on the pen
dying like a man
throw me another hand
to bury me in this land
the rain might stop
the moon might dim
i cry myself
and water my seed of life
awareness (a song) November 4, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry, song.Tags: awareness, jazz, life, love, mind, poem, poetry, thinking, thoughts, writing
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unaware of truth
gone are the unnoticed
unaware af you
gone are the unnoticed
unaware of myself
unaware of you
understand myself
understanding you
unaware of you
gone are you
gone are you
here am i typing
here am i looking
looking into the far
of every possibility
unaware of myself, now
of what am i doing
anware of myself
of where i am heading
unaware unaware
unaware unaware
of what i am writing
of what i might be thinking
Thee November 3, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry.Tags: life, love, mee, meehoon, ocean, on track, poem, poetry, real, tears
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seems like a long time ago
seems like we never been too far
it was like a time trapped in time
for us not to get too far
and now you are here with me
forever and ever with me
fulfilling my wonderous fantasy
together we’ll be until eternity
there you go so far away
so far across all the mountain and the sea
and i fly over the greatest ocean
in hope i could see thee
but when i finally found you
those few steps to go and be by your side
was so far and my steps are heavy
i can’t be, the one you want me to be
to take all those journey
the thoughts of getting back
the journey that let me see all my memories
sadness and tears made the ocean saltier
to be on my knee
and ask for thee
was just a dream of my fantasy
and now i know
that thee
was just passing by
teaching me
what my future would be
time.lies November 2, 2008
Posted by meehoon in life, love, poem, poetry.Tags: fear, liar, lies, life, love, poem, poetry, tears, thoughts, voice
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i swallowed my words
i kept them in my throat
never thought that i would be like this
never i know that i would lie
your face was clear
my voice had fear
how close was so near
this drop of my tear
i became a liar
i became a liar
this line was loud and clear
but my ear can’t bear to hear
i heard my voice
the world conspires
this luck of mine
was running out of time
