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can’t say i love you September 28, 2009

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what about the day i ran away
away to the darkest place
what about the day not a word is said
deep silence surrendering fate
my faith

i trotted
and i saw
i lived
and i breathed
the air
that you breathed
and love you always
still

i wrote it on the paper and tore it away
i sang it into a song that will never play
i loved it this way and let it burnt away
into ashes into the grey

got on this line and marked you fine
details in all the lines you’re mine
stay, i will, stay i shall
follow you always

i am the coward that still living behind shadows
of tomorrows

do you hate me September 18, 2009

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do you hate me
do you hate me
do you
do you
do you

the day you called me and i said i love you
the next thing i knew was that you no longer do
i said goodbye and i’ll miss you too
never never i ask what’s went wrong
and what can i do

stepped back, cooled down and be a vegetarian
meditation turned me into something total alien
emotionally labile and totally not temperate
wondering why we only quarrel after we’re not together
but what can i do

we needed time

do you hate me
do you hate me
do you hate me
do you
do you

time went by and i can’t stop thinking about you
every time i sleep you’re in my mind, you’re one of a kind
what’s went wrong
what’s went wrong
do you hate me
do you hate me

do you hate me
standing still
looked at you
doing so few
do you hate me
that i still look at you
with the eyes that say i love you
brushing shoulder wanting you
all that are nothing new

because i still love you
the one i call friend, that’s you

re- September 2, 2009

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tearing me apart
from my head down to toes
leaving no trace
i was john doe

going to put my heart into safe guard
because whatever i am doing is akin throwing a dart
never know which surface is going to turn up
while my heart waiting with lup dup lup dup lup dup~

tearing myself dry
from inside to outside
leaving no trace
of what’s like my face

i am a skeleton with a beating heart
pumping blood to my every part
waiting for my flesh and skin to mold
is my weakened frame going to hold?

tearing me apart
like you’re tearing a tree bark
leaving no trace
you are john doe or jane doe or whatever

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