深夜 November 19, 2009
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宁静的深夜
苦茶伴着写
枯萎的思念
哀悼这久恋
纠不为妥协
不裂 不灭 不歇 不戒
悠幽的眷恋
涩酒随着流
残骸寥无求
瞑墓这爱秋
缠觅着终气
不异 不弃 不离 不迷
cryptic November 17, 2009
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i look outside the window
i see my shadows
of the past
eager to last
flakes of the winter tears
bring me silence throughout the years
twisting the angle of my lips
pressure of your kiss of yesteryears
talk to me tenderly
for i talk too cryptically
too hard to decipher even to myself
not to say anybody else
what am i trying to prove?
what else do i have to lose?
standing under the sun
looking at how my shadows run
but never away from me
why it was me i was trying to flee
you hate it November 15, 2009
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you hate it when i can read you mind
when i have the things you can’t find
complications undefined
confrontation redefined
you hate it when i am still in your life
like i’m chasing your shadow with a knife
jazzing around making you frown
laughing around i feel like a clown
i know i know
you can’t change synapses of the brain
like you change the course of life
you can’t change your name
like you want to change your life
i’m in your life
i would stop one day
when i draw my last breath
it would still be the same
if i have the strength
to make the last stealth
you stop to communicate
you stop to talk
you stop looking at me
you stop being yourself
around me
when i drink November 14, 2009
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someday,
i’ll pretend that i’m drunk
telling you how i feel
right now
spelling out word by word
freeing them like all those little birds
from the infinity of my heart
thwart little bastard
squat you little idiot
hands on the air
spell out- despair
laugh laugh laugh November 7, 2009
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bottle up the wine
i feel fine
who am i
i don’t care
i laugh and i laugh
i chuckle
and i smirk at my life
who am i
this man that can’t cry
之 November 7, 2009
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明为知
知为之
之知也
闷之闲
闲之悠
悠之忧
忧之言
言之悲
悲之伤
伤之敷
敷之略
略之情
情之泛
泛之法
法之道
道之夕
夕之阳
阳之落
落之叶
叶之飞
飞之遥
遥之霄
霄之远
远之清
清之零
零之闷
古意明新心智烦也
清了及晕情体操也
料及身悲
fiction citation November 5, 2009
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who tells the story of others
with validation and quoted citation
of lives living in the world of civilization
geometrical mentality without functional imagination
bland, tasteless and copious
who’s who what what
entangling lies forwarded with truths beneath
you have your own eyes to believe
free your mind from mindless diseases
to create a path of rented story
until
one day
shielding stories whiting lyings
patches of truth with clouds
waiting for the visually impaired
and the mentally despaired to shout it out loud!
that’s the new truth!
when it is being echoed deafly
do you have a clear mind?
what’s wrong or right?
would you know, if i don’t want you to know?
and i hide it from you?
is it fair?
this is life…
never endingly alive!
room921: Dear, November 5, 2009
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dear,
” when i am in love,
all i want to do is just to hold your hand,
to look into your eyes and hug you by my side,
to kiss you goodnight,
and look at you when you are asleep in the morning,
feeling envious that i am not able to share your dream tonight,
and laugh back at myself as i always wake up later than you
when i am in love,
all i want to do is just to have you by my side,
lying in the bed doing nothing,
cuddling all day and night.”
but i can”t sleep.
you never know me.
i wonder why, why i was given a chance to try.
i wonder why, why i persisted even when i was being denied.
then you lied.
then i lied.
i always know you.
you never forget, you never
stop comparing, and wanted to feel it back.
you felt sorry and wondered if it was correct.
that’s why you sometimes felt it high and sometimes flat
when you’re with me, you wished you never had.
when you said it, i had predicted it.
you said you would cry, and i wondered why.
but i just said goodbye.
and now i cry.
it is incomplete.
because there is the why.
regards
bribe you with my love (jazz) November 4, 2009
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i’m gonna to bribe you with my love
stay a little while, longer
stay so we could chill together
my bad
my excuses
baby baby look at me
ain’t i’m the man you’re looking for
look at me, i’ll be your fantasy
look at me baby, darling
let our love be free
cuz i’m gonna bribe you with my love
hold my hands
as tight as you can
lock you lips around mine
as tight as you can
oh~ i have the world
oh~ i have you as the world
i’m the king of the world
stay with me
i am bribing you with my love
