white string's

many words

meehoon — Tue, 22 Nov 2011 05:15:16 +0000

so i made up my mind
thinking of a rhythm that defines
about the fireflies in the sky
what would make stars come alive at night

but i should write the words in line
putting them side by side
line by line would not make them fine
what about painting my new wall with words that shine

so long i haven;t been writing
or would you say typing?
holding pen writing scams of life
whose the lamb whose the lion that’s blind

detached is what said of my mind
for sometimes it is flat and you fall of the cliff
sew all the scene and play it with a drift
do you understand or you say what the heck

why is this author scanning in dark
finding words that’re mismatched
and put them in a fight
trial and see who will win your mind/heart

北极光

meehoon — Tue, 24 May 2011 11:29:16 +0000

我没有心事坠地漂浮于一定的频率
流星雨洒满天地心跳再抑泪水已滴
眼看北极颖天光惊悟身于世界顶端
泪欢旧日唉悲观探索心空世星房，赞！

nothing is new

meehoon — Fri, 22 Apr 2011 01:43:13 +0000

nothing is new.
that’s the truth.
i wonder what’s old?
that the emotion still grows?
that would be so low.
i would hate it and it will be sold.
what else do you want to know?
it is always better when it is not told.
keeps you guessing. that’s the fun.
do you want to run?
from me?
will i chase after…

mistake

meehoon — Wed, 23 Mar 2011 14:45:09 +0000

do you hate me
seeing me in front of you
as your mistake

i want to say i’m sorry
but i have done nothing wrong
here i am acting out again
because of an ill fated dream we had

i don’t know what to do
but there’s nothing i need to do
here i am soaking in blaming game
because of a sick mind that resides

hello,
i’m the mistake you’re looking for
careless and dangerously saved for yet another
imminent threat

why do i see you in this way
faking a windless sway
come the splashing of cold air
chilled to bone i am in despair

come tell me, come tell me now
tell me what can i do
to not think that i’m that mistake
you made, tell me how
not to dump myself into that puddle
you made

i miss you

meehoon — Tue, 15 Feb 2011 14:46:41 +0000

i just want to write how i’m still missing you
i want to make it simple without telling you
that i wonder if i’m still in love with you
not now, not any time somehow

that is it, i guess, bankrupt of words worthy of my situation
that’s my ego defending my poor emotional shield
i wouldn’t let my imagination run wild
colouring my emotions that would shout aloud

i am convinced that the comma in this sentence is the end
the end of a story with a symbol that is hanged,
graphical yet illogical, i am an emotional masochist
tendering the sufferings making the emotional ringings
to my own liking

there, it was wild again and it was out of control
i made it dark and fake and there’s lack of realism
who am i behind this cloak of imagination
fantasism of a dreamer feared of realism

Still Miss You (Somehow)

meehoon — Thu, 30 Dec 2010 14:10:06 +0000

looking on the shadow casting in mid-air
after the rain i found myself in the mist of despair
i can’t see it through to clearly imagining you
what’s left inside of me is just your love tattoo

pacing in silence careful not to make a sound
what can i say to not let you turn down
arranging words making statements that drown
going nowhere in this place called love town

i still miss you (somehow)
this love is new (somehow)
i still love you (somehow)
it’ll never due (somehow)

that might be the snow in the summer
that’s your glow that gave me this cancer
i’m jailed in this crimson love of fame
everyday in this self-loathing game

where’s the masks that i wear for disguise
each one perfect for my next lie
when i perform cheating games in love shanghai
dropped when i couldn’t bring myself to say goodbye

i still miss you (somehow)
this love is new (somehow)
i still love you (somehow)
it’ll never due (somehow)

in this wordy phrase to describe your gaze
and how i fell into this craze of your love maze
i chase i chase and never forget to to pray
to prey on your love, in this wordplay

in my days, i still miss you (somehow)
everyday i miss you…

little story from the book of love

meehoon — Sat, 18 Dec 2010 09:07:41 +0000

i was thinking about you
and you were thinking about me
looking at you looking at me
i was thinking about love
when you were smiling back at me
i can’t hold back
and i can’t look back
thinking if i did nothing
when it was love waving at me

there there you go
pacing in the snow
there there you go
thinking i don’t know

i am holding your hands
and you are holding the man
looking at you looking at me
i think this is love staring back at me
i can’t hold back
and i can’t look back
thinking about this scene
if i did not kiss you in my dream

there there you go
that’s your afterglow
there there you go
when you’re lying below

Tempted to the past

meehoon — Sat, 20 Nov 2010 05:51:38 +0000

A walk in the rain like everybody’s the same
like nothing’s change
both hands in my pockets I got only loose change
who’s to blame
there I call you from the telephone booth
it goes beep beep to the answering machine
the water dripping from my hair
I couldn’t tell if it’s my tear or the rain

Tell me I’m not the only one
that’s tempted to the past
tell me I can call you name
and kiss you on the lips
tell me how tell me now
that you and I are right now

The streetlights are like windows to the past
but they’re too high to grasp
take a look at myself from the window of the shop
look who’s lost
there I look at your picture in my wallet
it goes sting sting inside my heart
even if I’ve taped back the torn picture
I could never fix my heart

Tell me I’m not the only one
that’s still tempted to the past
tell me I can call you name
and kiss you on the lips
tell me how tell me now
that you and I are right now

But then I am in the shower still in my clothes
losing all my hopes
who’s that man in the mirror with those beard
whose heart has been severed
don’t wake me up as I soak myself
with my guilt as the fuel to the past
just to be with you when you hold my hands
and tell me it is wet with my sweat
but you’ll never ever let me go

Tell me I’m not the only one
that’s still tempted to the past
tell me I can call you name
and kiss you on the lips
tell me how tell me now
that you and I are right now

雪无痕

meehoon — Sat, 20 Nov 2010 00:24:24 +0000

雨儿滴滴呀滴点醒门前柳
小溪流流呀流唤醒昨夜梦
书生万卷香无心唱起花奔放
瞎弦五哩散不经骚撩叶枝干

那一年我眷恋着你的脸
不思不解为何含泪离别
如果有一天能破梦相见
愿君笑牵我那小红线

红丝飘飘呀飘眷及小恋蒙
揩笔画画呀画素及君之雅
池面幽百镜静静目证你我缘
青原着春山姗姗留住君芳香

这一夜我唇留着你的香
想拥抱你的影子到天亮
若有一天能重温你体温
牵我手离及昨夜伤悲

猛呀海浪冬雪烈
苦酒暗谈情火灭
故我心愁爱消恨
挥领抽袖雪无痕

gone

meehoon — Fri, 29 Oct 2010 16:53:42 +0000

now that your gone
i sing your song
missing you in every rhyme
singing this broken line
every time i lie
for the worst crime
is to say goodbye

is it your face i saw on that dime?
without a trace as i go blind
and chocking on my own lies

sing this broken song
when your’re gone
gone gone gone

说

meehoon — Sat, 18 Sep 2010 16:03:54 +0000

我忘了告诉你你那美丽的眼睛
藏着动人的神情扣住我的心
我爱你那一次说穿了不是第一次
如果有那么永远那么我愿意
再爱你

还记得那一夜你要环绕这世界
不要忘了那音乐你我的雀跃
在哪地图舞池我偷吻了你脸颊
如果有那么永远那么我愿意
再爱你

说好了不说了
不再白话了
那么一提
我又爱你了

黑

meehoon — Wed, 15 Sep 2010 16:40:18 +0000

哪儿时光哪儿累
走到这里让我醉
轻轻一搂你的美
悠悠香曲哼一回

来来吧你在哪儿啊？
一片漆黑幕幕在坠
跟着那风儿吹
你的泪蒙珠而飞

在这儿贪秘密探你心
冥抚我信我的心